Dienstag, 1. Juli 2014

Aus dem Berge versetzen, wurd ein Meer von Komplexen

Trotz dem Gefühl, dass ein Ende sich nähert
schlägt es tapfer, dein emsiges Herz, da wo du liegst.
- Alaska

Dienstag, 17. Juni 2014

We'll be alright

Wir lassen uns treiben durch die Clubs der Stadt
durch fremde Hände und wir werden nicht satt
Wir wachen dann auf bei jemand anderem Geliebten
von denen wir dachten, dass wir sie nie verlassen
Wir könn' nicht mehr atmen und vergessen zu essen
Wir trinken zu viel, es bleibt ein Spiel ohne Ziel
Wann hört das auf? Wann kommen wir hier raus?
Wovon sollen wir träumen? Wo sind wir zuhaus'?


Sonntag, 25. Mai 2014

supergirl

and then she'd say
"It's alright, I got home
late last night
but I'm a super girl
and supergirls just fly"

and then she'd laugh
the night time into day
pushing her fear
further alone

and then she'd shout
down the line
tell me she's got
no more time
cause she's a supergirl
and supergirls don't cry

and then she'd say
"It's ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl
and supergirls don't cry"

Sonntag, 4. Mai 2014

I'll tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me, because you don't deserve any less - reflections of a skyline

"And I want to play hide-and-seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck and kiss your feet and hold your hand and go for a meal and not mind when you eat my food and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day and type up your letters and carry your boxes and laugh at your paranoia and give you tapes you don't listen to and watch great films and watch terrible films and complain about the radio and take pictures of you when you're sleeping and get up to fetch you coffee and bagels and Danish and go to Florent and drink coffee at midnight and have you steal my cigarettes and never be able to find a match and tell you about the tv programme I saw the night before and take you to the eye hospital and not laugh at your jokes and want you in the morning but let you sleep for a while and kiss your back and stroke your skin and tell you how much I love your hair your eyes your lips your neck your breasts your arse your

and sit on the steps smoking till your neighbour comes home and sit on the steps smoking till you come home and worry when you're late and be amazed when you're early and give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance till I'm black and be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me and look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever and hear your voice in my ear and feel your skin on my skin and get scared when you're angry and your eye has gone red and the other eye blue and your hair to the left and your face oriental and tell you you're gorgeous and hug you when you're anxious and hold you when you hurt and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you and whimper when I'm not and dribble on your breast and smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't and melt when you smile and dissolve when you laugh and not understand why you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you and wonder how you could think I'd ever reject you and wonder who you are but accept you anyway and tell you about the tree angel enchanted forest boy who flew across the ocean because he loved you and write poems for you and wonder why you don't believe me and have a feeling so deep I can't find words for it and want to buy you a kitten I'd get jealous of because it would get more attention than me and keep you in bed when you have to go and cry like a baby when you finally do and get rid of the roaches and buy you presents you don't want and take them away again and ask you to marry me and you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it I do always have from the first time I asked you and wander the city thinking it's empty without you and want what you want and think I'm losing myself but know I'm safe with you and tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less and answer your questions when I'd rather not and tell you the truth when I really don't want to and try to be honest because I know you prefer it and think it's all over but hang on in for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life and forget who I am and try to get closer to you because it's beautiful learning to know you and well worth the effort and speak German to you badly and Hebrew to you worse and make love with you at three in the morning and somehow somehow somehow communicate some of the overwhelming undying overpowering unconditional all-encompassing heart-enriching mind-expanding on-going never-ending love I have for you."


Donnerstag, 24. April 2014

american stitches



No, 'course, I'll stay
I know the weight of leaving
No planes would go
The sky was so uneven

She touched me
She touched me
She touched me, it leaves a stitch
She touched me, it leaves a stitch

No more upsets
My hands are bloodless
No more uncalled for
No more the matter of facts
No more, you'd better go

You touched me, it leaves a stitch.

Freitag, 18. April 2014

Würden Herzen laut brechen, wäre die Menschheit bereits taub.

du  gibst  mir  pures  gift  und  ich trinke  es  wie  gold.  ich  habe vergessen  warum,  aber  ich  habe es  selbst  gewollt.  wenn  mich  der glaube  verlässt,  bitte  behalt  es  für dich,  du  hälst  mich  am  leben  mit jedem  wort,  das  du  sprichst.

Dienstag, 1. April 2014

heart to heart

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I CRY
CAUSE YOU SHE'D NO TEARS
AND I'M SO FAR AWAY, BUT
YOUR BODY IS RIGHT HERE
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I 
JUST WALKED OUT YOUR DOOR
AND THOUGHT I'D NEVER GET TO
SEE YOU ANYMORE

BUT IT'S OKAY, CAUSE I KNOW
YOU SHINE EVEN ON A RAINY DAY
AND I CAN FIND YOUR HALO.

Sonntag, 30. März 2014

I NEVER MEANT TO START A WAR
I just wanted you to let me in.

Sonntag, 23. März 2014

❥

OH, THESE TIMES ARE HARD
yeah they're making us crazy
don't give up on me, baby.

 

in life we always fall for the person that will never fall for us

Ich ließ dich in meine Abgründe schauen und hatte kaum zu Ende gesprochen, da warst du schon darin verschwunden. Wenn du wieder auftauchtest, erzähltest du mir, wie tief es wirklich dort war und warum ich dort keine Angst zu haben bräuchte.

how can you read, when you are blind?

Mittwoch, 19. März 2014

we mean it but I promise we are not mean

you can try and take us
but we're the gladiators
everyone a rager
but secretly they're saviors
glory and gore go hand in hand
that's why we're making headlines
you can try and take us
but victory's contagious

reden ist silber, schweigen ist gold - bei deiner stimme nicht



Sie ist die schönste, die ich je hörte... 
Und wenn ich lüge, dann kreuzigt mich.